我好想活第二次。

我好想活第二次。

为什么

这世上真的有投胎这回事吗？

若有此事，

那来世的我们又是否知道今生的我们？

我才刚发现，

我们现在只有这一生。

不管是好是坏，

不管我们喜不喜欢，

我们还是无法改变。

可是，我觉得很可惜。

就因为此事，我们无法尝试别的生活。

一个乞丐，

一位富翁，

一位巨星，

他们的感受，他们的生活，

我们都无法去尝试。

难道我们的生活就要被命运决定吗？

我不甘心。

可是，我有办法吗？

一个人，

又怎能活两次？

我的人生

若人生如戏，

我要做导演。

若人生是张白纸，

我要自添上颜色。

如果人的一生只能在梦里才能痛快，

我宁愿我的人生是一场梦，

而我永远也不要醒过来。

depression?

i just ain't me

i want to be the me in the past

cheerful, friendly, happy-go-lucky

now i am just wearing a mask to make myself look happy

it's tiring

in the past, i enjoyed loads of company

now, i am starting to hate places with many people

in the past, i like daytime

but now, i prefer the night

becoming more mature? no, i dont think so

i just feel that i am becoming more cold towards everything

i started to hate myself and now more things around me

most likely it is due to problems that snowballed

i envy those people who can go overseas, to places where troubles can never find you

to places far away from here

i want to enjoy myself, but how

i want to play and be happy, but how

i just want to be at a place where i can relax, and spend some happy and memorable moments with my loved ones

but now this cant be achieved

and so i prefer to be alone

whenever i hear happy music,

i dont know why but i shut it off

i dont know why i changed so much

and i really wish i knew

for now i just want to relax, and wear a smile on my face everyday, a real smile

not a mask.

towards things happening around me,

i don't really care.

i 

don't 

really

care.

back

okay, i decided to blog and this time round, in english

due to the many complaints about how chinese is hard to read

and i bet majority just clicked the close button when they see chinese

anyway, 14-16nov was camp, nth much

black knights trainings started and it pisses me off

nxt up is annual hike and lots of preparation are needed

and i should be planning city venture right now but i lack brains....

YES, i need moooore brains, the more the merrier.

this holiday is gonna fly past and if i dont plan this holiday, 

i will have loads of troubles planning it

and i am supposed to brush up my chemistry, physics, and mathematics

this holiday but i dont know how i am gonna do so.

anyway, i kinda of just woke up and damn, so late

yea, i guess i have to change my lifestyle a bit

tomorrow is bk training so i gotta get myself prepared

so list of things to do

- Black Knights
- City Venture

- Holiday Homework

- Revision of Physics, Chemistry, Mathematics

- Do my filing

- ???

好累

今天，去打羽毛球。

好久没打了，现在打起来好逊哦。

哎呀，假期那么长，有时间在自己去打。

运动运动一下也好。

现在，好累哦

我先去歇息了

晚安！

经过

今天下午重看了《不能说的秘密》

你们可以说那部戏很旧了，可是好看就再看啊！

好啦，我刚刚才看完一部电影、《经过》。

听电影的名就感觉有点抽象了吧。

可是，每个电影都一定会有一个含义。

只是，这部电影的含义有点难理解，我不太明白。

故事的大纲就是讲述一位在博物院工作的员工遇上一位很古怪的日本人。

那日本人似乎对一幅艺术品非常感兴趣，可那艺术品就刚好没有展出。

那工作人员就尽力地去帮那日本人。最后。。。

我想我已说了很多。

要知道整个故事就自己去看吧。

心动不如行动。

哈哈。

晚安咯！

花恋蝶。

花恋蝶。

花在蝴蝶身边，但是蝴蝶却没感觉。

这种爱，是纯真或傻？

很多的时候，我们都是那一朵花。

可蝴蝶是否在我们的花瓣上？

有时，那蝴蝶在远处。

花，就愚蠢。

有时，那蝴蝶停在我们的花瓣上。

花，就痛苦。

暗恋，辛苦。

被爱，幸福。

若蝴蝶在远处，很多时候，

花都只是听说有那么一只漂亮的蝴蝶。

若蝴蝶就在花瓣上，

花，只能眼睁睁地看着蝴蝶，

但无法表达它对蝴蝶的感情。

不可惜吗？

就是那看似骄傲的蝴蝶忽略了身旁的一切

而造成了那看不起眼的花朵孤单，痛苦。

你们是否该问自己是花或是蝶。

珍惜一切，

就算没有拥有。

这看似简单，

但有多少人能做到。

我想，只有几位吧。

人，就是那么的自私。

此文章灵感取于年轻又活泼可爱的林乐泉先生。

人来人往

每天，有多少人与我们擦肩而过，

可是，有多少人会走入我们的心里。

我想，只有一个吧。

幸福，就像一只蝴蝶。

你愈是想捉它，它就会飞走。

你愈是想拥有它，它将会离你而去。

相反的，

你若是静静地坐在那儿，它将会飞到你身边。

幸福。

你不可以去追它。

你只可等。

我们的命往往不是我们梦里那么的完美。

每个人都有自己的生活，

而有多少人讨厌自己的生活。

可惜的是，我们却无法去改变我们的命。

很多时候，我们总是长大后才发现，才后悔，

当初，为何我不去做这件事，那件事。

人总是有后悔。

可有些是无法弥补的。

这后悔将使人们终生耿耿于怀。

即使到了最后一秒，

我们仍然会后悔。

你不觉得这，很可惜吗？

但是我们却无能为力。

人，是多么的脆弱啊。

last day of school

ciao guys

so yea.. today is the last day of school

and after todae

next year,

i wont be in the same class.

i'm posted to 4-5. 

okayyy

so report book.... (i'm not obliged to tell you anything)

okay so after school ends

which is after a omnimax movie

about how the river is drying up

"big things begin with one determined person"

SAVE COLORADO RIVER!

erm, after the movie, 

went to j8 for lunch and went occ for bowling

went with thor, sq, eddy, jack, ernest, rongxuan and weikit, oh wait, there's zixuan >.<

so went there, found out some 3-2 pple were also there

so we played

lol sq eddy and thor keep playing spin, kena influenced by me =P

so i just played blindly haha

so the score was very lousy

first game : 92

second game : 114

so i left occ, depressed.

nah... joking

so yea nothing much todae.

i wan to play badminton also. rawr.

ciao guys

once bitten twice shy

DAMN a bunch of freaking retards.

shouldn't even have tried to talk

all i get are shrugs and their eyeballs start to roll

freak them. they arent the only ones who know how to give others a cold shoulder

i'll show them.

heard that? i'll show u, bastards

pissed me off.

The Most Distant Course

ah, i watched a movie today.

The Most Distant Course.

最遥远的-----------距离。

yups, that's the movie title

however, this movie is very different from those i have watched.

in my opinion, this movie is very abstract

and yea

it doesnt suits me.

i dont really understand it.

you guys can give it a try.

but yea

it's confusing.

anyway

watched 10 promises to my dog again, coz my brother wanted to.

so i also went to watch

okay that's all

dont be surprised if i aint talking in school.

i trying to keep my mouth shut.

"i don't really care."

little dj and SECRET

it has been a while since i blogged

i wasnt quite free during the weekends so i didnt managed to catch the movies

anyway

i continued watching movies today.

the first movie was little dj

well it was a sad movie alright

real sad

the boy died after he confessed his love.

pretty sad.

then in the evening i watched secret.

well

it was great

sweet, romantic

and it was everything someone could ask for

at least i would like to have such a love life. haha.

however, such pure and true love doesnt exist in modern society like singapore.

the movie did moved me

many thumbs up

a must watch movie

jay chou and kwai lun mei looked quite compatible

this sweet couple made people envious. 

that's all i could say

a really good movie. 

go watch it!

i think i will be re-watching secret many many and many times

The Queen's Classroom

okeari! - welcome home in japanese LOL

okayyy... 

found another show or rather drama series

quite long 12 episodes 

each episodes is abt 1-2hrs lol

but i finished watching it! woots

nice show

about the teacher and the students

it's a must watch! haha

as nice as those two i've watched

guess i'm going to watch Little DJ tmr

oh wait.

there's school

lol

maybe someday i will watch

and kamikaze girls too maybe LOL

okay that's all for now. 

ciao

sayonara

Death Note

haha. so yea... 

today, i watched death note

and well

how do i describe it

the plot was great

and the actor playing the role of L Lawliet was just brillant

Ken'ichi Matsuyama he managed to potray a character of pure intelligence and with a queer character.

death note is one good movie or rather movieS

haha

and i loved death note 3 : L change the world especially

but why must L die.

he was clever though, to escape Light/Kira's clutches

and i realised Mayuko Fukuda who acted in death note 3 as Maki also acted as Akari in 10 promises to my dog.

death note, a nice show with a great ending that most death note fans would be disappointed or frustrated with. 

my favourite character in death note has to be L Lawliet.

a cool guy with a cold character.

well okay

that's all

got to go. hahaha

tomorrow what movie shall i watch?

who knows? haha

no matter how gifted, you alone cannot change the world.

10 promises to my dog

ahh... i'm back.

after thinking for quite some time about what to do.

i decided to watch a movie on crunchyroll.

when i reached the homepage

holy crap, 10 promises to my dog?

i heard about this show.

and it was just uploaded, about 9 minutes ago or so at that point of time

so oh well, i clicked and watched

damn. it was great

touching story

everlasting love

dogs are really man's best friend

and they are really very loyal.

at some very sad parts of the movie,

i did cry.

and yea... it's just very touching

if you have the time,

go watch it

http://www.crunchyroll.com/library/10_Promises_to_My_Dog_-_Movie

you will regret if you dont watch it

seriously.

okay 

after watching this sad movie

i lost my mood to play games -.-"

and i keep thinking about it "Socks"

lol if you watch the movie you will understand

and yea so i am trying to look for other movies to watch TMR 

haha. but this movie is deeply etched to my mind

i keep thinking about it every now and then

it's too touching that it leaves an impact

a great one.

okay that's all

good night!

exams are over!

the dreaded final year examinations are finally over...

but.... i dont feel the excitement nor the happiness.

all i am feeling now is BOREDOM.

why?

someone enlighten me please.

i tried playing games but still, i feel bored.

should i go jogging? cycling? running? 

or simply hang out with friends?

today the field was muddy so yea... no soccer

and i want psp T_T

i am so damn BORED!

someone tell me what to do... RAWR!

or recommend any games.

or maybe i should start watching a drama on crunchyroll. lol

oh ya, guys please watch Young Warriors of Yang Clan. 

a wonderful show lol

i know i keep talking about it.

sigh....

let me think of something to keep me engaged.

so for now cya... but i wont be away for a month again >.<

少年杨家将

yea i'm back. only for a while.

exams are limiting my free time.

those who know me and have noticed it,

i haven been on msn for some time.

anyway

i am posting some vids on 少年杨家将.

haha. nice show. a must watch. touching and sad ending.

not the kind of ending everyone likes.

hi

hi peeps, i cant sleep T_T
time check 3.45 am
poor me, i am still studying for my hist elect test tmr
sigh.....
and the Young Warriors of the Yang Clan really damn sad sia
everyone die
in the end left with Liu Lang....
Wu Lang go be monk... lol
a bit de random here. but anyway
yea. watch it.
it's nice
i gotta go study and sleep
but surprisingly, i dont feel tired
probably that cup of coffee really worked ^_^
haha. okay that's all for now.
bye people
oh wait
GOOD MORNING!
haha
happy teachers' day

Bishan Active!

okay, back to blog
todae i am dead beat
dunno why. just plain tired
anyway
todae is SUNDAY!
cip..... for BishanACTIVE!
haha there a lot of facilities sia..
beach volleyball, soccer, basketball, track and other stuff
gathered the cadets, checked strength and went over.
gave out caps
and one sec 2 can still listen to music when he is on duty.
put handphone in handphone pouch then listen.
pls man, i can SEE.
another two sec 2s playing catching over there, shouting while running
in CHSNPCC UNIT TEE
wth. felt like knocking some sense into their heads straight away
disgrace.
utter disgrace.
we lost our standard...
for the moment.

so todae bishan active then help to clear the track for the race
some pple damn dumb lar.... pls
see pple running then cross road
ask them clear road they stone there
ask them walk one round they bo chup you.
freak it. pissed me off man
then basketball match. ahaha
saw edmund play. cat high lost in the end
against national team by 10plus points? around there bah...
after that debrief sec 2s and went to eat.
reached home. slept
till like 6
woke up
damn tired
then 8 pm. closing ceremony
damn sad T_T
the fire just went *poof*
7 years of hardwork, gone in 16 days.
those performers trained for 10 months and performed for 5-10mins
those athletes too. but some left a mark in history.
8 gold medals? michael phelps.
9.69? usain bolt.
get what i mean?
nvm if u dont anyway i am gonna finish my work asap
and...... sprint off to lalaland.
sprint 9.70s.
bb

training

todae, in class damn slack
carpe diem update gentleman's passport
then rest of the period do homework
then additional mathematics also do self study
because miss chow not here
then e maths
went thru similarity and congruency again.....
then recess
physics, sound ws wth
so damn fast....
zzz and assembly,
talking cock with bentley. haha
training quite normal.
in class todae keep practising my ta rev f3.
after training went to eat then went home
slept again. damn tired sia...
okay and now i am going to do my work
oh ya, just realise that my imeem there got song name LOL
lame.....
okay i really gtg
it's 11.30 and i haven started on my homework.
bye bye all~

and from todae onwards, i swear i'm gonna make freak the only swear word i use.
FREAK IT LA

i'm back

okay okay....
hello peeps, that is if you are still reading my blog. haha
didnt blog for a loooong time mainly due to...
mastery review III and i keep falling sick....
damn it, i missed national camp.
not missing as in thinking of the times there
i MISSED IT. i didnt go.
freak. why? stupid fever
shoot up to 39.1 then nvr come down
until tues then about 37. stupid.
national camp sounds fun. heard from pple who went and alpha they say quite zai leh
damn it. i am alpha de leh. rawr. but... ah wells. i missed it. what to do? haha
not very very very very upset that i couldnt go. the camp is slack. uber slack. hahas.
but still, missed a chance to see the world. heard bb's pds is brillant. didnt get a chance to see it
seeing is believing. believe it or not.
but ah wells. i'm not like regretting damn lot for missing this camp. i aint swearing or cursing.
just living my normal life. and yepps.
hmm let's move on.
mastery review.
what's that?
dont know. dont care. dont bother to find out.
okay, so yea, sch wk quite backdated.
hey, today i learnt PDS. haha
rotation. a bit and tornado, just learnt. haha
cool. cool.
but my hand pain.
then pen spinning, i can do TA rev le. woots wahahaha. RAWR
okay. i go do work.
oh ya this afternoon play fifa then realised i suck.
shit, needa youtube all the tricks tutorial again.
i damn zai last time okay....
rainbow over goalie de....
but again, it is virtual.....
sigh~
okay okay i go do work le.
bye bye .
ciao.
拜拜。
sayonara.

oh ya, my blog song is changed. guess song name.
correct answer get a prize...*







*Terms and conditions apply
- prize shall be decided by the organiser
- the organiser's decision is final
- the organiser can change the rules without prior notice.
- the organiser owned you flat. =P

HAPPY B'DAE XAVIER

okay today 5 august...eh 6 august liao -.-"
anyway this post is meant to be yesterday's
because i was so tired i slept till like 12 then i woke up
and yea.... a quick post here.
first of all

H
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XAVIER!! aka war machine =D
or rather todae is the day he is manufactured =P
wish your knuckles grow stronger
and and.... get some humanity >.<"
okay nvm
i will now touch on sec two shoot briefly
overall,
it was bad
no full marks scorer
upon 80, i dont think anyone has got 7x
the lowest being 0....
but nevertheless
this is their first time handling real gun.
but one year back i also first time LOL
yea... this live shoot doesnt really matters
nxt year classification shoot
better do better
lol. okay shall go do work and sleep.
ciao.

todae, did some work and played a bit
for pple who are interested in joining me in games
pls google 'nymaplestory' AND go to this webby, www.dragonstory.com
two cool private servers =D
then just went out with family for dinner and old airport road
then went to geylang for durians
3 for 20 bucks
what a scam
haha
then went back home
only to find out that our house wooden door lock is spoilt
so we struggled a while before calling the locksmith
the locksmith came and drilled a lot of holes on the handle
in the end he dismantled it and HOME!
then 200 bucks for another new lock.
ha, it's the same locksmith my parents called thrice
lol, door always spoil
some pics on the 'UPROAR' just now LOL.



k gd byes peeps, i still have one last test
coz i mc on friday -.-"
okayokay byebye (:

will be changing blog song AFTER National Day!
woots 晴空万里！
take out your singapore flag and wave!
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okayyy, i gonna go sleep work a little bit more then go to sleep. haha

Happy Birthday!

this post is dedicated to SUPERSTAR heyuan!

H
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happy birthday heyuan!
wish you an enjoyable and memorable birthday, SUPERSTAR!!!

w.t.h

w.t.h
this move is so damn nice
i am gonna learn it RAWR

http://www.upsb.info/wiki/index.php/Backaround

sigh

this squad is breaking up. silently.
so silent, outsiders never knew.
this definitely isn't what we wanted.
secondary 1, we were lost yet we started to talk to each other
secondary 2, things were getting so much better
we were all bonded and all.
but now, things are going down.
people, blinded with power,
overlooking people who lie low.
our jigsaw puzzle is breaking up.
with a few stuck together.
as much as i hate to see it break up,
i cant do much if they don't wake up.
i seriously can't be bothered about them.
never admitting their mistakes.
never learning from their mistakes.
never being careful to avoid the same mistakes.
it's just so sickening.
there is no need for me to give names.
not that it won't be nice.
it's that they won't even give a damn.
sometimes, action really do speak louder than words.
someone in the squad did show his unhappiness,
by just not saying a single thing.
i am not calling everyone to shut up and live their lives.
i just want to see the squad back together.
people, i guess you know who you are.
if you are reading this.
please do your part.
yes, i said PLEASE.
every problem in the world has solutions.


anyway, to bring things to a lighter note.
the song you're hearing RIGHT NOW.
my timing should be right if you are reading my post.
okayy, this song is the theme song for this year's NDP!
chinese version by Joi Chua.
nice song. nice voice. nice singer.
enjoy! =D
ciao peeps

dont dump your pens!

hello peeps,
just a request from me
if you guys have any unwanted pens,
please dont throw away, give me >.<
i'm looking for the pen body only,
thanks peeps.

Pen Spinning!

all these videos are done by me!!! (:
however, the tricks are taught by my shifu, leh chuan LOL =D




































haha, that's it for now.
when i train and learn more combos,
i will post them up.
=D
i have to thank leh chuan for teaching me the moves.

what to say?

i'm utterly digusted by some people
yes, i am talking about you
i wonder if they ever did self reflection
despite asking people to do so
they are just a bunch of attention seekers
trying to be in the limelight
backstabbers. traitors.
what else can i say?
the world revolves around them.
the rest of us? do we even have a right to speak up?
NO
all those big talks about how posts were superficial
are a whole load of bullshit
if they cant even practise what they preach
then what's the point?
all that acting
would just break up our squad
oh wait, since when were we a squad
i thought we were merely a group of individuals.
one compliment and their heads
SWELL
i am not planning to patch up this broken relationship.
it's just so not worth it
some people say
i'll change, i'll change
but now?
oh cool, he is back to his normal self
does he realise it? NO
does he knows how others feel? NO
does he even give a damn to ask for forgiveness from others? NO
he would just stay by his master's side and follow wherever his master goes
he doesnt even care, so why should i?
i have tried many times, oh wait, WE tried many times to resolve this
but it is always back to square one.
yes, WE, me and a few others.
his ego is so big
the next thing you see in outer space besides the great wall of china
is his ego.
he can never swallow his pride
tilt his head down
SINCERELY say sorry and mean what he says
today he says it, tomorrow he forgets
so what's the point?

i'm washing my hands of such matters
just because they are BIG and all
I have to be the ONE who takes the FIRST STEP
and say sorry
after that, they would just feel that they are always right
and hey you, say sorry to me. you're in the wrong
this friendship is so not worth it.
why should i take the initiative
dumb asses
arrogant people.

2nd class

todae, nothing much
went to sch in the morning
polished boots, it cracked
then changed into full u
uniform inspection
wasnt good
MOI
still okay
ICE
hmm, not good too
so my 2nd class is
kinda screwed
went home
slept
slept
slept
woke up
ate dinner and blogged
so yea
that's it




what if you never left me...

those times,
those days,


all gone.

survial camp!

okayyy, i know i a bit lagg
now then post about survival camp
but..... better late than never =P
let me start off

Day 1

we set off to pulau ubin
the bumboat ride was not as nice as last year
last year got water splashing (:
then when we got there, it started to rain....
however, it didnt dampen MY spirit =D
i was like so high~
we put on poncho
it was so warm HOT in poncho,
but as usual, a few cold jokes will cool everyone down (:
then we walked to campsite
first activity was treasure hunt
we dont know where is secret garden
in the first place, we shldnt know, coz it's a secret. shhh....
the game was rather short due to the rain.....
rain rain go away
little rui jie want to play =(
lol
ignore my randomness
then it was tent pitching
kao, i go peg my hand -.-"
then hmmm forgot what activities LOL
nvm
dinner
then campfire discussion
7 song leaders selected
let me think.....
ME! lol kai feng, brandon, firdaus, jeanie, regina and shawn
revised songs
I JUST LOVE GAKO THE FROG
haha piong piong piong~
sing along~~
lalalalalalalala~
wash up
then slept till 2.00
2.15 to 3.00am sentry duty

DAY 2

6.00 pt!
run ar run ar run ar
pt was okayy
then breakfast
MAIN CYCLE 1!
our group did fire starting --> shelter building --> SIT
fire starting ar....
failed.
grp mates saw fire, so amused...
spam with leaves until no oxygen
how the fire burn...... zzzz -.-"
then shelter building.
another failure
didnt think of the flaws of the design
what can you expect from such a dumb person like me
NOTHING!
woots
okayy so sit
quicksand
ahhhhhhhhh!
as usual, i acted was retarded
then hmmm
lunch
one match stick can light five stoves, you know?
you dont know? okayy, now you know
*clap clap*
then main cycle 2
LAND EXPEDITION
rawr
was rather pissed at the ending
but... ah wells
forget it
let bygones be bygones......
land ex was informative but short
after land ex, wash-up, dinner, mock campfire
then.... REAL campfire
2 emcees selected.
actually firdaus and jeanie then in the end
firdaus and shawn
worst thing
after dinner
we found out we have no script
so zai right
then we stone there dunno what to do somemore -.-
in the end, rushed out a script
then REAL CAMPFIRE
the sec 2s and 3s entered
then we led the songs
i was again so HIGH~
thousand legged worm!
addicted to it man
then everyone including officers, joined it
then "hop around, hop around"
someone too short to hold on. hahas
then everyone so high keep going on and on and on and on and on.....
how to stop?
ah ha then i just "woohoo" *clap clap*
then everyone clapped and cheered
gao dim! =)
then my grp skit.
i also not very sure of it
lol, but aiya, everyone so happy
just lamed and crapped about
then i realised when some people laugh, they have to whack others o.o
after all the performance
a few slow-paced songs
officers performance - at the beginning and love me
both are nice nice songs =)
thank you sirs and ma'ams
then we ended the campfire
so sad
high time is over
OVER
O-V-E-R!
nvm, then night confidence activity
kept meowing about
and got poked, tickled, whacked, sprayed water on
RAWR, i go call SPCA then you know lol
i recognised their voices
siming sir, yanhao sir, ziyi ma'am, yi fan sir, xiang jun ma'am, joshua sir, fengyuan sir still got....
dunno lol
then in the end crawled over a wet table
kena whacked by balloons
then i lost my balloon -.-"
ate sweet haha
then end of activity
debrief
good night campers~

DAY 3
woke up
ptptptptptptptptptptpt
funfunfunfunfunfunfunfun
then breakfast
area cleaning
waited for sec 2 to come to our campsite
sec 3s made a area IV cheer
bishan park *clap clap clap clap*
cat high *clap clap clap clap*
guangyang *clap clap clap clap*
kuo chuan *clap clap clap clap*
pierce *clap clap clap clap*
ri *clap clap clap clap*
whitley *clap clap clap clap*
we are in f-o-u-r AREA FOUR
we are in f-o-u-r AREA FOUR
area four fight
area four fight fight
area four fight fight fight
wooooooooooooooooooooo AREA IV!

nice right?
i aint giving you a choice to say no
so say yes
thank you!
okay then break camp after a few photos
i'll post photos when i get them
then ate nasi lemak
went home
slept on bus allllllllllllllll the way!
then went home
slept alllllllllllllll the way!
okay haha


now about todae!
campcraft test
first practical
one knot dont know how to tie
or rather is dont know that knot is called that name
zzz
then special station
good game
lashings
hmm not well done
so sad
oh it was sad.... oh it was sad.....
back to topic
campcraft theory
damn it
it just suck
some questions really just stunned me
more than my bowmaster's silver hawk stun
more than assaulter
more than vengeful spirit stun
earthshaker also never stun so much
RAWR
then i handed up the paper thinking
i am so screwed
sigh~
saturday 2nd class drill test
MUST MUG
but when
tmr hmwk not done leh
i reach home at like 8.45
okay i go do work
dododododododododododo
bb
bye bye
拜拜




life's never the same without you.....

meowmeow, i'm on holiday!

meow~ meow~
harlow peeps
i will be away from this friday to this sunday
11th to 13th june
for what?
SURVIVAL CAMP
RAWR!
so yea
i'm on a holiday
to ubin
haha
meow~
nights peeps
dont miss me >.<

buzzy

wah kao~~
damn busy now
physics class test tmr and i haven touched my physics txtbk
maths class test this thurs and i also have no clue
chem test nxt wk
acid, base, salt, Q.A, salt prep is tested leh
die die die
i sux at chem
esp all those chapts taught last term
crap lar
then kao
white long sleeve shirt
can see thru'!
toot
4 bucks, cant expect anything
then 2-5 class tee 22 bucks
kao man, i'm B-R-O-K-E
anyway tmr sec 2s having their heritage visit
and i'm tagging along. muahahahahahahahahaha xD
shock them with the taser gun. MUAHAHAHAHAHAHA
*evil grin*
ah anyway, a lot of homework crashing down
on me
and friday, saturday, sunday is atc!
how to do hmwk
how to study for test
how
how
how!
my grades are going
..........................................d
.............................................o
...............................................w
.................................................n

someone, somebody, anybody, nobody, everybody SAVE ME!
sobss
right now, i am a bit sleepy and my mind aint working properly
so i may be typing crap
but...
who CARES!
ha. off to do my work
but often, i procastinate and stone in front of my com, rotting
i just cant FOCUS and DO my freaking piece of homework.
okay bb
i will try to do my work
TRY.....

laughter is the best medicine

i got this comic strip or whatever you call it from daryl sir blog and daryl sir got it from his cousin
so yea
enjoy!
New school semester:


At the first week:


At the second week:


Before the mid-term test:


During the mid-term test:


After the mid-term test:


Before the final exam:


Once know the final exam schedule:


7 days before final exam:


6 days before final exam:


5 days before final exam:


4 days before final exam:


3 days before final exam:


2 days before final exam:


1 day before final exam:


A night before final exam:


1 hour before final exam:


During the final exam:


Once walk out from the exam hall:


After the final exam, during the holiday:



that's it for todae, i'm so bored
i cant focus
i haven done any hmwk
which wasnt what i planned
but anyway
SPIDERMAN 2
lol
i missed it when it was played on tv for the past few years
so yea
shhh
take care peeps
byes
nights
wan an

homecoming!

haha, todae was homecoming day
our class was selling donuts
so i reached sch at 6.45
walked around, no one there
then played a bit of passing with scouts haha
then went to find the others
got class tee shirt
print wrongly though "we work haNd, we work harder"
lol then went to find stall
dunno where is stall -.-
but anyway
got one guy gay try to act boss, act smart
but then, i think i didnt even see him for the rest of the day
let's not talk about unhappy things
oh ya, miss thian dunked mr teo. lol. so cool haha
then sold quite some donuts
sell until like 2.20pm then the donuts suddenly like damn popular
everyone came to buy
i shouted and shouted and shouted
now i bo voice
anyway, we sold until left 50 like that then...
a lot of people came, haha
desmond sir, joe, joash, jeanie, bernice, rui min, jackson, hanwen all came to support my class' stall
HUAT AR!
lol jack bought 15
for 15 bucks (ahem due to some special request i shall name the "shareholders" of this 15 bucks. jackson, ruimin. yea.. haha the two people names are together...together........在一起. damn. i getting lame. call 995!
jack, i sell you cheap one hor LOL
only that time then deflation
after that deal, prices went back to 1 for $2
we keep spamming megaphones shouting. lol i think i'm addicted to namems =P
in the end, SOLD ALL 800 DONUTS
woots
800
eight hundred
eight oh oh
ba bai
hahahahahahaha, PWNAGE!
then after that, returned the things to summer house donuts
and joined the whitley plus cat high gang for lunch
lunch-ed at mcdonalds.
desmond sir bought onion rings for us. thank you desmond sir! =D
then crapped a lot.
about how pandas are bamboos' enemy
and about the cleaners there, cleaning the tables there for $3 per hour
and.. and... i damn poor thing. i think i look like figure 2 target
ruimin was shooting ice-chilli-curry sauce-coke pellets at me
lol, then we left after we lame-ed around. *need to go hospital* if you know what that means
desmond sir then drove home, joe and joash went to army market
then that bernice come whack me -.-" i seem to be a nice target.
anyway, hanwen, jackson and i went back to sch
played some soccer
fell down coz of that stupid slippery drain and damaged my phone
the external components didnt crack but then the internal components spoilt
when i switch my phone on, it will have cracks and all made of light. sigh sigh~
nvm then we left school
i run run run to catch a bus then when i go up, take out my wallet
some of my coins dropped out and rolled to the road. *my wallet zip spoiled long ago*
suay sia
unlucky sia
倒霉 sia
@#$%^& sia
then i slept on the bus
woke up only when the bus reached my stop
nearly missed it
gahh
so yea, played namems
died.
how unlucky can i get man.
sobsss
i wanna cry BOO HOO HOO
lol, nahh 男子汉大丈夫 流血不流泪
hahaha, okayy so yea, i'm gonna rest today
forget all the unhappy things and look forward to tmr
明天会更好！
tmr gonna send phone for repair
do homework
and on monday... crap i forget my programme on monday
nvm
i'll ask around. i'm sure it has something to do with npcc. haha
okay peeps
take care alrights
i'm flying off
to lalaland only after 2 am =P

this is such a loooooooooong post. if you managed to finish reading the whole post.
a big thank you and congratz
if not.
SHOO
lol joking
okayokay
i starting to get damn naggy
okaaaaaay byes~

back!

okay peeps, i kinda got over this matter already.
but still, yea, a tiny bit left
ah nvm
shall talk about thursday, YESTERDAY!
went to store after school. played caron with jack and hanwen
at first, i was losing, then warm up le
haha, own them =P RAWR!!!
then they left,
xavier came and played with a game of caron
and got owned also lol 36 - 10

my owning chips haha

leaning tower of pizza chips (:

trick shot....by xavier. he shot the last (nearest chip) in without hitting the others o.o

okay.. then now recently, a lot of tee shirts
«30th βάŦçĦ» squad t-shirt
class 2-5 t-shirt
class 3-2 t-shirt

lol, my pocket need sewing soon. because the 3 t-shirts gonna burn a hole in my pocket.
then chinese oral.
dont talk about it.
hmm todae
be-yourself-day
wear home clothes and stuff
PE was uber fun
the lesson kick start with 80 plus or 90 plus push-ups
then *PI, PI* "handball!"
yea this term, i'm playing handball.
so cool
so fun
so hip
so.....
forget it, let me move on
todae, played soccer after homecoming preparations
xavier owns
he sits there
and blocks a ball
then another shot by JJ
and xavier just stretch his left hand and deflects the ball away. wth. -.-
then another ball.
xavier hops and whack the ball with his leg
and shawn ong is getting more enthu.... in soccer, lawl
okay
then played a bit of namems when i came home
ate dinner
and yea
gonna go sleep soon
for tmr homecoming
i may be the mascot
dressed up in.....
nah, shant spoil it
come down and see! haha
but it's quite funny de lor
the "costume" if it is called one.
nvm
i'm tired
i gonna go rest well.
nights everyone.
take care.....





you are always not there when i need you.

it's easy for one to hate someone
but it's hard for one to love someone

it's easy for love to turn into hatred
but it's hard for hatred to turn into love

hatred is everlasting
but since when is love everlasting?

probably my last post for this week. or year. or..forever.

byes

dont hope to read anything on my blog for maybe the next few days
or weeks
coz many unpleasant incidents/things happened.
shant elaborate
but anyway
i aint in the mood to blog
so GET LOST man
SHOO! outta my sight.
dont bother me
not even on msn.

badminton!

todae, woke up at 8 plus
reached sch at 9 and mr quay told us lesson pushed back to 10.00.....
played basketball at whitley court with jackson and xavier.
went back to store to flip thru' MORE old photos haha
then drank bubble tea before attending physics lesson
at ard 12 plus
physics ended
met the other pple in the store
they stalked me followed me to my house.
ate lunch on the way. tau GAY very nice =D
played badminton with hanwen, si hua, jackson, leh chuan, jian shen.
saw SUPERSTAR heyuan! woots, asked for autograph -.-"
played for quite long, then got a passer-by also join in and play o.O
play play play until very tired, so just walk 10 metres, press the button, enter the lift
walk out and tada~ HOME! haha, too bad for the rest (:
played namems a while. lv 116 now, 4th JOB SOON. thanks to leh woon for training me.
then went out for dinner with family and msn-ed a bit before bloggin now.

ah. picture of syf '08 ( bryan, me, jolene ma'am)
posing with..... SAME PHONE!!! (:
thanks to rafael sir for the picture (:
this picture not only bring back memories of npap
but also the feeling during the npap trainings
i'm missing npap T_T

okayyy, peeps take a break, have a kit kat >.<
take care....
i need to go off now.
have to catch a flight later
NIGHT FLIGHT
cool? haha.
i got my tickets F-R-E-E!
haha.
my night flight to lalaland~






dont leave me alone, i'm scared

SYF!!!

yea, todae was SYF and i am so very hyper. haha
FIRST THING FIRST
thank you 'to the person who gave me tickets, vip tickets'
the person dont want me to name. but still a million THANKS
and i couldnt even study todae. was damn energetic even i slept early at 3.30am
i was just hoping the sch time can pass faster.
then it was training.
well. first training, shant elaborate
then i left early with lc to watch SYF!
my dad drove us there. thank you papa! =D
then watched syf
missed precision drills....but
who cares =P
i went there for the parade, to be specific
for the NPCC contingent. haha
ceremonial swords just look so shuai
bring back memories of npap.
the parade ended so FAST
10 mins or less
WTH. T_T
then went out and snapped photos with jolene ma'am and bryan haha
the three of us have the same phone. same colour. COOL! =D
tried to find yong kang, but boys contingent went up the bus back to hta already
saw many familar faces, jolene ma'am, rafael sir, alan sir, ming jun sir, syahmi sir and a few ma'ams (dunno names haha)
so cool. (:
the military bands is uber uber cool and nice!!!
after that, they have a few dance performances.
then home-ed
lol, lc and i got lost
we walked one big round and went back to the indoor stadium
then saw the np people still ard, bus came late. lol
I WAN LONGPANG!!!
in the end, took random bus to a bus stop then took to mrt and home-ed
syf... they trained for like longer hours than npap, and sacrifce more studying time.
in the end
the parade is so short, i really feel sorry for them.
but at least, u guys were in
i wan go SYF!!!
oh ya, during march past, YONG KANG I SAW YOU
SECOND FILE THIRD RANK =D
anyway, now i'm gonna take a rest
physics remedial tmr and badminton.

yong kang, i really pei fu ni. so many trainings, yet you still persevered to the end for that 3% lol
but seriously, i bet it was worthwhile (:
bye peeps
as for pics
will try to post
nights all.

store is fun!!!

hahaha...
todae after school, went to the store to do hmwk
hahaha
of coz we crapped and lame-ed around.
wahahaha, need to go hospital liao.zzz.
erm, lc, SUPERSTAR heyuan, si hua, c[s]m, joey and me
flipped thru' old photos. quite entertaining WAHAHA
then do hmwk lar
sebas, jack, lc, si hua, joey and me went to macs at ard 5.30
to have.... lunch! not surprising anyway. squashed sebas boots on the way there
ate and crapped more... haha
that bunch of lamers. seriously damn crap and lame lor.
then 911 came for a while before going home. then we home-ed too
talked to lc on the mrt about going back to sec 1 and 2 life LOL
slack life.... sigh~ i miss those days.
okay. needa chiong physics FIVE year series (si hua told me 5 )
and maths ws.
bye peeps

◤ ruÍĵïἕ ™ ◢

laughter..!

got it from my cousin

very sick

sigh~
i am feeling so sick now
yesterday went to the doc's
my fever was 38.4
and flu
blocked nose
sore throat
cought
body aches
zzz.
doc said it was some kind of flu and that i have to rest for two days minimum
rest meaning sleep
and i slept the whole day yesterday
but i have to do some work so i am up todae
the drugs he gave me surely made me damn drowsy
zzz
back to rest
cya peeps

sick

zzz...
i'm still down with a mild fever...
hmwk undone...
gg...

sianz

boo!
hi peeps. =D
todae was quite a fun but ended sian day -.-"
i also don't know what i am talking about. nvm.
anyway, i played dagonms.
ah yes, it's quite lame, but i'm lame so i'm playing it
flash jump and shadow partner is like super uber cool.
arrow rain too LOL
hmm... my current characters are dk, prz, ranger, hermit, i/l mage
of which only the ranger is not 10x. the rest are above 11x
cool right =P
i was playing then suddenly i felt damn hot.
check my temperature and it was 37.9 i think
though it's not high but it made me damn tired and damn sleepy
ate panadol. feeling better now
then i continued playing dagonms with my bro for a while
then my bro stopped and say do homework LOL super random
but then i thought
i got so much homework
and i haven touch any
so yea... i suddenly feel damn sian and screwed.
so i decided.

Agreement

I, Lim Rui Jie, shall do my homework and only continue playing when i have finished at least one piece of homework. If i fail to do as stated above, I will ........ *thinking* ........... ah yes. i will be scolded by teachers LOL XD.

Signed By:

◤ ruÍĵïἕ ™ ◢

woots! a new beginning...

eh, hello peeps
yea... i changed my blog skin =D
finally LOL
anyway yea... shall touch on some recent things
bowling comp on 13th june
first game
i bowled 139, (: with the help of push pop. >.<>sir and wei rong sir clinched the individual trophies too
but if they were to take the final's result into consideration, jun wei sir would have owned
his first game was 149 and 2nd game was 165 RAWR!!!!
freaking owning
pure ownage
anyway
i think i'm addicted to dagonms LOL
it's just so cool
by the way
homework sucks


P.S zzz jackson's blog also same skin as me RAWR!
i just changed my skin !!! nahhh, i'm not changing so soon.




homework are meant to be undone....

haiz

LMSC.
i'm damn lazy to list out everything one by one.
just going to go thru' important things.
hmmm
i can be called the no. 1 kena sabo-ed king all thanks to..... SI HUA!
everytime sir ask, i need a volunteer, si hua will chant my name. kao~
nvm. then learnt many things
even got a chance to take a parade, although i was kind of nervous.
then congratz to liang wei for being the best squad trainee for alpha
hanwen for best squad trainee in CHARLIE, which is also the BEST GROUP.
sebas for being the overall best male trainee!
and yea... sebas worhs. good at affairs of heart LOL
yea... looking forward to atc
1 more month
4 more weeks
30 more days
to atc!
hmm...tired now
bye peeps.

busy week ahead

okayyy people
rj's back... for the moment LOL
anyway, bowling competition FINALS on 13th june
i'll be there as a.... COMPETITOR, woots! lol
tmr is PK course @ HTA
worst thing is that... NO TRANSPORT
and we have to reach there by 8am -.-"
yea and today..let me see...
went to school to teach the ncc land sec 3s 8 basic knots
all friends so easier to communicate
but hor, some people call us teach them then keep playing
*ahem* shortie *ahem*
then sebas and i taught hanwen some cane drill
aiyo hanwen hand like got prob de lor LOL
anyway, after that played basketball.
chop 3 points WAHAHAHA
then rained
who cares LOL, continued playing
then we had a mini competition against chek wei lol 3 POINTERS!
hmm... busy week ahead
4 - 5 PK course @ HTA
6 - 7 NCO camp @ CHS
9 - 11 LMSC @ RI
13 BOWLING FINALS @ OCC

yea... so it's like
soooooooooooo busy
gonna sleep now
maybe not
whatever lol
bye peeps

ciao.







but...there's always tomorrow...

dont ask me why

i hate myself
i hate everything around me
i hate my life

i have no friends
i have no life
i have nothing

i dont know what i am doing
if you know, please tell me

i lost the drive...
i lost the motivation...
i lost everything...
i once had.

i hate
myself
to
the
core



if someone can enlighten me

hmmm

anyway, the problem is somewhat solved.
however, i will not delete the previous post
i strongly believe that a blog is meant to write down feelings of yourself at that time
and that's my feelings

POP! happy or sad?

well, yesterday the 29th batch passed out (as in they left the unit) and we, the 30th batch took over the unit.
so yepps

30th may 2008

10am in the morning, i reached school and we were settling some admin stuff
then at about 10.50 we went to change only to find out that the fall in time was changed to 11.30
then we fall in with hanwen as the contingent commander for the secondary one, yong kang as the contingent commander for secondary two and leh chuan as the contingent commander for the seconday three, which is US! lol we had some rehearsal before we started the real thing.
so the emcee is zixuan, and you can see how nervous he is, LOL
so the parade started
ken sir, the parade commander took over the parade and march in the GOH
inspection of GOH
then fancy drill
then.... throw berets!
leh chuan then gave the command and we marched 14 steps forward, filling in the space
the posts were then announced.
congratz sebastian (: for being the chairman
when all the posts were announced, sebastian asked for permission to march off the parade
bersu....rai! then we marched off.
but one thing to say, if i was standing at the back, i really cant see sebas as the parade commander, LOL
squad leaders took over their squads.
and yea we had a concert at 4.30pm
to 6.30pm
the concert was still okay, except for a few cock ups here and there.
then after the concert was the buffet dinner
followed by a debrief for all ncos by siming sir.
then we went home.


now, i'm thinking. whether we are capable of taking over the unit.
signs of power struggles can be seen.
people rise up to power, and they definitely arent settling for that weeny bit of authority.
they are... going for MORE
they just cant remain modest or humble.
it's like they have to show everyone who's the boss
he isnt the boss but he wants to be.
other people are also starting to get arrogant
i dont know why but yea... things arent turning out the way they are supposed to
i'm afraid i'll have problems working with him
he is like even bossing other squads' squad leaders
he is just sucking up to sebas and hopes sebas will be his back-up
he is an actor
he acts in front of all officers
but i'm telling you, if he dares pushes me too far, it definitely isnt gonna be pleasant.
now i'm telling HIM, yes you. YOU better jolly well know your post and do what you are supposed to do, you jolly well dont poke your nose into others' business
what rights do you have to do that.
you better know your limits.
our patience have one.
so dont test it
coz it gonna hurt.. YOU
so dude, i'm telling you
i'm disgusted at the sight of you bootlicking sebas
i'm pissed when you tries to act the boss cause you aint the boss
i'm telling you now, you better do some self-reflection and change, not for a day but forever, before the rest of us help you to do some reflections
i feel that YOU ARE A JOKE!
do you have what it takes to be the boss?
yes? no?
sadly the answer is NO!
so? my suggestion?
be humble, stay where you are supposed to be
and stop bossing others around, coz you aint the boss
you cant even get the respect of others, and you are thinking of sitting on the boss seat, huh?
use your brains, dude
THINK!
i feel that i should put a stop to this
you are taking it too far
you are pushing your luck
it has been 3 years
and you havent change a single bit
in fact, you gradually became more and more bossy, arrogant
you are nothing but a hypocritical freaker
so yea
one word of advice.
KNOW YOUR LIMITS!


you
are
the
one


some people never learn

Happy Birthday!

this post is dedicated to Louis sir

H
A
P ......B
P ......I
Y ......R
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Louis sir!

hopes, no more.

todae's shooting com. sucked. it sucked like bloody hell
i went in.
shot my figure 2 only to find one bullet hole outside the rectangle. the rest of the paper is intact
3 / 40
cant believe it.
shot my nra
pulled me up a bit
94 / 160
nevertheless, the badge i'm wearing above my left chest pocket is just a proof of how i once performed.
congratz to sebastian and bryan sir for attaining 164 and 162 respectively.


i'm sorry to drag the team
d
o
w
n

i've disgraced chsnpcc. i know a sorry cant mend things.
but, i'm really sorry.

nights.









everything comes crashing down...at the most crucial moment.

home sweet home!

okayy, i'm back from camp yesterday, but i'm too tired to blog yesterday so yea...
let's recap

22th May '08

woke up early in the morning, stuff some things into my camping bag and left
reached school, assembled and took the loooooooooooooooong bus, passing through custom and stopping for a break in malaysia
continued to bus-.- until we reached a hotel for lunch.
i can't believe it's called a hotel. the flush doesnt works and there is a hole below the urinal -.-"
anyway, reached the campsite in the evening.
pitched tent. went for dinner and night walk
night walk was cool, i saw a viper, bird-eating spider (that's what they call it) and best of all...DEERS!
their shiny eyes reflected the light from our torchlight and what can i say, they are just so beautiful (:
hmmm, then we went back to camp.
i talked cock with xavier and sebastian until like 3 plus then slept to 5 plus


23th May '08

went trekking. it's was cool, real cool
climbing up a hill. the sense of achievement is beyond what words can describe. we also went for the canopy walk, something like the treetop walk, just that it is a wooden plank about the width of your monitor LOL which squeals when you step on it. and that edison just have to walk behind me and shake the whole freaking bridge -.-
after trekking... is lunch followed by rapid shooting. got a bath anyway (:
clean up and we pack up the tents and everything and went to the other campsite
reached the other campsite at about 8.45? ate dinner. couldnt really see what we were eating. nvm then we pitched tent at 10, so we were like quite lost, because we really couldn't see
after that, i talked cock again with xavier, sebastian, edmund and bentley about stars and alternate dimensions LOL till about 3 plus again.

24th May '08

woke up at 5 plus, ate breakfast
got ready for cycling.
started off cycling and the downslopes were cool, but the upslopes just suck
then i learnt freehand and i opened the bottle of water, drank and cycled at the same time (: pretty cool.
finished the 52km with some stop and a lunch break in between.
went to the hotel where we had dinner. shan't elaborate.
slept.

25th May '08

woke up at 12 plus. reached the train station at 12.30
slept until the train came which is about 3.30am
boarded the train. slept
reached woodlands checkpoint and dismissed!
home sweet home!

now let's talk about today. 26th May
went for bowling compeition at orchid country club.
it's real big. 36 lanes. and the lane is super slippery and i had some difficulties
nevertheless, i bowled 109 for both games, our team bowled a total of 637 for two games
the sirs' team, sec 4 team is just super zai, wei rong sir bowled an average of 130++
jun wei sir bowled 132 average, yibin sir bowled 110++ and their total is 771 for two games.
so yea.. the sec 4 team stand a high chance.
after bowling comp, went to j8, da-pou char kway teow and went to school to eat.
had shooting training. after that, attended normal training.
dine with friends at market and mrt-ed home. so yea, here i am

home sweet home!



it's never easy to let go.... but we have to.

lost...

boo!
i'm blogging again =D
sigh~ recently, i don't know why, i just cant seem to concentrate and do my homework, neither can i focus on something
i've lost my motivation, my drive
i told myself not to get affected, but eventually, i got.
i don't know what is happening to me
becoming restless these few days
losing my temper easily

ah wells, i'll just have to find my motivation.
it's early, i need to sleep *yawns*
bye




you'll never know, unless you try

depressed...):

sigh~, haven been bloggin recently. why? coz of my results.....
make me so sad. ahhhhhhhhh, make me damn sad. but what can i do now
looks like i gotta mug in term 3.

let me see, it's gonna be a busy week and so is next week.
this week is thee start of pnco (:
next thurs is our secondary 3 camp. 22 -25 may
then 26th may is my bowling competition
followed by shooting competition on 27th may.
busy right?
ahahahaha, hope i'll do well in the two competitions =D wish me luck


and yesterday, i mean monday, we had this life skill thingy
learnt about my personality
my personality is 'S'
meaning i am
- stable, steady
- shy
- sympathetic
- reliable
- loyal
- good listener
- patient
- friendly

lol. shy? sympathetic? patient? i doubt so....
okay maybe a bit patient...
18 more hours before i finish downloading nba live XD

okayyy, gotta go. it's so early!
people, remember. sleep early... like me! 1am so early (:

kk, really gotta go
*yawns*




the early bird catches the worm.....
but the second mouse gets the cheese.

bored...

it's has been some time since i blogged. well, i aint in the mood to blog.

okay. let me see. todae is NPCC day, so we had a parade but it was raining so yea... had a parade at the gallery. and i was assigned the photographer....-.-"

okie, so yea snap a few shots then had unit group pic

wore full u for the whole day

script check. dont talk about it.

after sch was land division trip. it was fun. haha. posting some pics

haha. me. liang wei acting weird and sebas dunno doing what lol.

poser hanwen...

lol. hanwen kena kajiao by liang wei. haha

okayy, i'm tired now.

cya

letting go is always so painful....

free!!!

ahaha, my second day of my carefree life (: played fifa '08, lol
i find that game so addicting now =D, then played a few rounds of dota and went for lesson at 1 till 3.
came back fifa-ed then yea... basically, i slacked the whole day (:
watching the last samurai. okayyy, i'm going to watch after blogging.

bye all.



i took that step that made me what i am today, but i have no regrets...

singapore flyer!

ah, todae. hmmm.... or rather yesterday -.- i woke up quite late. haha, then was actually feeling quite lost. didnt know what to do. so i just played a few games, then in the evening, yea... went to the singapore flyer woots (:
the scenery at the top is like uber nice (: wont be posting pics though. mine are blurry.
well, it was a nice experience. the 30 minutes seemed so short T_T
happy times always pass so fast.
yea after that, we home-ed.
if you guys have the chance, GO!!! it is like so nice (:


let bygones be bygones

mixed feelings

Sometimes when I smile and say I'm fine, all I want is someone to look me in the eyes and say "Tell the truth..." - gerald

that statement is one of the few that can leave an impact on me. it happens to me all the time, but no one seems to notice it. maybe...i'm just nobody.

OVER!!! it's OVER!!

HAHAHAHAHAHA, mid-years are over!!! woots, finally a training (:
but our squad drills is like.....nvm. all of us have 'deproved' and yea... seriously, all of us are disappointed.
but let's talk about happy things....
NPCC DAY on WEDNESDAY! woots ahaha. i'm the state flag raiser. ahaha, haven raise a flag for like 3 years LOL. yes, i was a prefect and i raise the state flag in pri sch lol.
cant wait to wear full u for the whole day... so COOL
and yea.. then juz now emo talk a bit, lol, didnt know ken sir can crap so well XDD.
and yea... leave you guy a quote from bryan sir "the uniform reflects the effort you put in. treasure it." cool rite aahaha

okayyy will blog more when i have the mood (: now for today's crappy theory...


not all will get the chance, grab the opportunity and never regret...

more npap pics....

lol, i said i would post more npap pics if i have, and now i do -.-" okays, here are the pics

ceremonial flag party during pledge taking

Jolene ma'am and me ( i know i look gloomy -.- dont ask me why )

lol, a photo mosaic i made using npap pics (:

that's all for pics.

about exams...hmm....

a maths paper is like crap to me. i dont know why i kena mental block. diao.

to some, it's easy but to others, it's hard. got extreme.....

two more papers to go on friday. then it's time to relax.....yea right. many things to plan

looking forward to many many many things. shant list them out. if i do so, u guys will have to read for another two hours. nah... that's too short =p

IRONMAN! todae. it's todae! okie... it's yesterday. 30 mins ago. my bro went to catch it and he say so damn nice. and he told me the storyline.....SPOILER! nvm, the info went out of the other ear =D

ehh back to studiesssssssss. friday, bio paper 2 hrs. e maths paper 2.5 hrs. oooooooo crap. sitting in the exam hall for 4.5 hrs knowing u are gonna get stunned by the paper in front of u. that's a bad feeling. very badddddd. nvm. to see the rainbow, u must first put up with the rain! haha.

kayyys. i'm going now, for real.

lemme cook up a crappy theory........

if you've never tasted failure, you've never tasted success.

a hard time

sigh~ these few posts, i having been sighing~ haiz.... exams totally sux, but no choice. and todae, my chem is so damn screwed, history still okie, except for essay which was like, i dunno what to write? just feel so sian now. but still hv to study. my crap theory: the root of education is bitter but the fruit is sweet!. looking forward to end of exams and watching..... IRONMAN!!! it looks so cool luh. tsktsk. going with squadmates, haha then go play bowling to practise a bit. got bowling com organised by hci npcc!! lol, nvr bowl for like 1 yr?

okays... i go and study my geo, dun wanna screw up any more papers. i screwed 6 subjects so far... and i sat for 6 subjects.... that only means... I SCREW UP EVERYTHING. not really lar. lol chinese was okie. ha. okie, gtg now!

byebye!

you have to put up with the rain before you can see the rainbow

npap pics

lol, i have been waiting for these pics for like suuuuuuuuuuuupeeeeeeeeeeeeer looooooooooooooong and yea, here there are. but there are only four of them -.-"

Ceremonial Flag Party!
Flag escorts!
Group picture
Inspection

that's all. will post more if i have. IF i have -.-"

back to studying chem, studying structures OF bonding......

haha.

Very very screwed

haiz, had my physics and social studies paper todae. yesterday was english.

english was okie... i said okie -.-"

social studies was a total screw up, write wrong format ......

physics............................. FREAK! teacher nvr teach a lot of things and THEY ALL CAME OUT! damn it la! my MYEs is screwed for these 2 papers. sigh~

tmr is higher chinese, it shld be okie (:

Edit: i forgot to mention that it was freezing cold in the hall... even with my brother's jacket on which was very very very THICK. moreover, it rained todae and my legs and shoes were drenched when i entered the hall. Brr.... tio brain freeze, cant do physics paper well. nah.. that's just an excuse XDD. let's hope it doesnt rain again tmr....

anyway, my sir sent me this pic, LOL

when «30thβάŦçĦ> is secondary 1. haha

and yes, i will change my blog skin, i know many of you are complaining of the colour, but i can only do so after MYEs, so yea, sry ):

have to go back to studying the format for chinese letter writing.

hope everything goes well (:

looking forward to secondary 3 camp. woots. trekking and rafting in m'sia. cool, huh XD

that's all for now... till i blog again. ciao

i cant forget the past. i cant forget you.

E-learning

boo! todae is e-learning day, so pretty much slacking and rotting at home. (: tmr is also e-learning. ahaha. but cant slack too much. why? WEDNESDAY IS THE START OF MY FREAKIN' MID-YEARS AND I HAVEN REVISE AT ALL!!!!! okies... let's not spoil our mood. no, wait. when was i ever happy. ahaha. anyway, this afternoon, my frens went bowling! so gd... and my bro have a bowling competition at OCC todae too. haiz, i'm stuck at home for the whole day. ah wells, time to study a bit. after all, it's mid years, let's get gd results and PLAY with NO WORRIES (:

I STUDY HARD. I PLAY HARDER



if only, someone understands me....

videos

haha, found some videos on youtube. thought i would share with u guys
ENJOY!!!

PART I


PART II

mugging mode

todae, was another boring day. went back to sch in the morning till afternoon and went to eat lunch with frens before going to the bishan library. SO MANY PEOPLE at bishan library!! changed venue for studying and made our way went to amk library, which was quite crowded. so in the end, went to xavier's house and studied chem and physics. ahhh kope some godly notes from sq and lc muahahaha... lols... then at about 7.30, made our way home, ate dinner, and here i am, blogging. ha. gotta go back to my books. my terrifying chemistry textbook. how i hate studies, i mean, who don't?

kaes, that's all for now.

byes

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k. i'm stressed out -.-"

byes

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revenge! lols

ahh! today was so fun.....after sch (obviously)
in the afternoon, hanwen received a message from a stranger that says " i'm a guy but interested in MAN N i love u" lols. our whole squad saw the message and decided to get back at him. so all of us about 20 or so, type messages like, " i'm a guy and i WANT U" lols and at the count of three, all of us clicked send! ha. i bet he must be traumatised now (: serve u rights haha.

after that, we went to j8 and dine at macs. lols, zi xuan like first time eating macs, dunno hw order -.-" we ate and crap a lot before making our way home.
gotta go now, tmr have lessons and meeting at with squad at library for revision (: byes

homework, homework and more homework

i just don't understand why must students be given so much homework?
sigh~
i have a lot of homework left but i'm not gonna care about it anymore, needa catch up on my sleep.
byes.

i'm exhausted