Thursday, 28 October 2010

《离别》


《离别》

凝望着书桌上的照片,只见两人深情拥抱,脸上写着说不出的悲伤。那已是成年往事,却刻骨铭心、烙印在我的心灵深处。



望着她,不禁让我心酸。她蹲在那儿,低着头,严严密密的头发将脸庞遮住了。她的双肩不绝地耸动着。我知道她在哭泣,那种深切沉重的悲伤使空气也凝结成块。

“诗雯?” 我递了张纸巾给她。

她仍然默默哭泣,没有任何回应。

“诗…” 话还没说完,她就扑进我怀里。“哇” 的一声,她哭了。一切早已压抑住的悲伤全都释放出来。她的眼泪好似洪水,一发不可收拾。每一滴泪水都是那么的刺,滴在我心里,心如刀割。我轻轻抚摸着她的头发,深情的亲了她的额头。本想开口安慰,却换来了哭声,自己的哭泣声。

半响,她哭哭啼啼地问我:“你……一定要走吗?” 颤抖的声音中带着千万个不愿意。

我擦干了眼泪,望着她、忍着心中的伤痛,坚定地说:“是!” 她颔首应道,沉思了一阵子,便默默地离开房间。她的心情,我感同身受。

我好痛恨自己。双手无奈的锤打着胸口,久久无法镇定。“诗雯,我知道这件事来得太突然,你一时间无法接受,但我也别无选择。我必须走,我有我的职责。对不起。请你原谅我。你将是我一世的牵挂。” 画上最后一个句号,签了名便搁笔。我小心翼翼地折了信封,放进口袋。

“时间不早了,走吧。” 只见诗雯一手提着我的行李,一手提着我的外套。

“嗨!一路顺风!”
“到了北京,别忘了我们喔!”

亲戚朋友叽叽喳喳,人人满面显示出兴奋。唯有她,默默无闻。她双手十指交扣,好似在祈祷,祈祷我一路顺风,又好似祈祷我能回心转意,留在她身边。

我往手腕一望。呀!时辰已到。无情的光阴仿佛手中的沙粒,从缝隙中流逝了。

我走到她面前,四周忽然鸦雀无声。

“尽管我有多么的不舍,我还是得走了。” 说完,我将信封递给她,轻轻地挤了她双手。她赶紧拆开信封,仿佛心中就写着“我不去了!” 她依然抱着一丝希望,我心酸了,好似被捅了一刀。

她读完了,望着我。在她哭红了的双眼中,我看到了一个女孩儿对爱的承诺。

“我等你。”

我情不自禁地拥抱了她,眼眶也缓缓湿润了。

两人深情地拥抱着,脸上写着说不出的悲伤。

Thursday, 21 October 2010

离别

两人深情的拥抱,脸上写着说不出的悲伤。

Thursday, 23 September 2010

《相遇》 上

秋日下,斑驳的树影洒落在枯萎的叶上。
初秋的风扫落叶、落叶纷飞叠翠流金。
从树荫中走出,走在大街上,风把橙红色的海,吹散两岸,开了道路,仿佛迎接我踏进这如诗如画的梦幻世界。
鸟儿们停歇在两旁排得整齐的梧桐树上高歌。

此刻的我漫步在树木落叶的季节中。

Friday, 2 April 2010

you :)

and i can't smile without you. ♥

Thursday, 25 March 2010

We're meant to be,

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee just back from dinner and bowling!
yay just set a new personal best for bowling.
it's only 172 but still it's my personal best and i'm improving. yay
hmm... tmr is track and field meet.
hopefully it rains in the morning and not in the afternoon.

I'm looking forward to tomorrow not because of this.
It's because I can get to eat dinner with ♥ (:
♥, if you're seeing this, jiayou k ! It's friday tomorrow! & Thr's no school next friday!
And, Happy 3rd Month Anniversay (: ♥
I love you.






together♥

Friday, 12 March 2010

(:

Someone asked me to help him blog so I shall do it (:
I don't really have anything to blog about.
I miss the owner of this blog badly!
Hope he sees this asap! ♥

Monday, 8 March 2010

:D

Dar is lazyyy :P so now I'm blogging for him! :D
Bleah. I love my dar alot~

Wednesday, 24 February 2010

smile. not.

i can't smile now.
i can't smile tomorrow.
i can't smile next week.
i won't be smiling for the next two years.
at least not to most people.
if you catch me smiling, count yourself lucky.

Friday, 19 February 2010

haha.

hahaha. very fun leh.

to think you are an educated person.
and yet through out your entire learning journey, you obviously either didn't learn "reading people's expressions" or didn't understand "stop it, please."
education has failed you.

把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上。
听起来,你有可能认为是我反应太大。
但你自己想想看。你是不是太过分了。
我说得很白了。“不要再丢了” 听不懂是吗?还是我说话时还笑着,你就认为没事。
要我非喊不可是吗?我的忍耐度是有限的。
说我不生气,是假的。
我真的很不想发脾气,是你们自己太不自动。
我现在也不想骂人。

Tuesday, 9 February 2010

sad

if you're my friend and you're happy right now, don't continue reading.

i'm sad. i don't know why. but i just am.
i don't remember how to smile now.
i don't remember how to laugh now.
i'm just like...overwhelmed with sadness right now.

ciao.

Wednesday, 27 January 2010

FREAK

FREAK THIS SHIT.
don't ask me why or what.
i'm feeling damn freaking fed up now. and know what's the best part?
i don't know why.
probably there're too many things for be to be frustrated with.
but right now, the world just feels freaked up.

GET LOST. i don't feel like talking now.

Tuesday, 26 January 2010

25.01.10 over

okay. 25.01.10 is over.
blah blah. tuesday. going to the cage with frens at 11.

i don't know why but i feel so frustrated now.
don't feel like talking. don't feel like smiling.
so shhh.

hope the rest of TODAY will be enjoyable.
good night.

thank you. :)

Wednesday, 20 January 2010

smile

i'm feeling so down today.
i know what has happened to you, but i can't help you.
this feeling seriously sucks but what can i do?
i really hope that you will be alright soon.
whatever the case, i'll always be with you.

Saturday, 9 January 2010

this week

this week flew past, literally.
monday night was hellish.
food poisoning
one night vomit plus diarrhea 10 plus times.
what the crap lar, like sleep halfway wake up then vomit.
lost 3 kg.... in a night. effective weight loss :D

then tuesday couldn't go out T_T (refer to abv)
wednesday, i wasn't feeling that well but yea still went for returning of first u with alpha
thursday, ALPHA BBQ (i still have lots of otahs MUAHAHAHA)
friday, TODAY, AVATARRRR!!! super nice :D a must watch. the whole storyline is cool. i also want to have an avatar :) haha.

okayy tmr going ubin. shall turn in soon.
good night world.

Friday, 1 January 2010

Happy New Year!

happy new year! Am at eugene's house now with alpha peeps :) haha. Had a crazy time. Hope 2010 will be a better year for everyone! Haha. My 100th post :) happy new year everyone!