anyway, the problem is somewhat solved.
however, i will not delete the previous post
i strongly believe that a blog is meant to write down feelings of yourself at that time
and that's my feelings
Saturday, 31 May 2008
POP! happy or sad?
well, yesterday the 29th batch passed out (as in they left the unit) and we, the 30th batch took over the unit.
so yepps
30th may 2008
10am in the morning, i reached school and we were settling some admin stuff
then at about 10.50 we went to change only to find out that the fall in time was changed to 11.30
then we fall in with hanwen as the contingent commander for the secondary one, yong kang as the contingent commander for secondary two and leh chuan as the contingent commander for the seconday three, which is US! lol we had some rehearsal before we started the real thing.
so the emcee is zixuan, and you can see how nervous he is, LOL
so the parade started
ken sir, the parade commander took over the parade and march in the GOH
inspection of GOH
then fancy drill
then.... throw berets!
leh chuan then gave the command and we marched 14 steps forward, filling in the space
the posts were then announced.
congratz sebastian (: for being the chairman
when all the posts were announced, sebastian asked for permission to march off the parade
bersu....rai! then we marched off.
but one thing to say, if i was standing at the back, i really cant see sebas as the parade commander, LOL
squad leaders took over their squads.
and yea we had a concert at 4.30pm
to 6.30pm
the concert was still okay, except for a few cock ups here and there.
then after the concert was the buffet dinner
followed by a debrief for all ncos by siming sir.
then we went home.
now, i'm thinking. whether we are capable of taking over the unit.
signs of power struggles can be seen.
people rise up to power, and they definitely arent settling for that weeny bit of authority.
they are... going for MORE
they just cant remain modest or humble.
it's like they have to show everyone who's the boss
he isnt the boss but he wants to be.
other people are also starting to get arrogant
i dont know why but yea... things arent turning out the way they are supposed to
i'm afraid i'll have problems working with him
he is like even bossing other squads' squad leaders
he is just sucking up to sebas and hopes sebas will be his back-up
he is an actor
he acts in front of all officers
but i'm telling you, if he dares pushes me too far, it definitely isnt gonna be pleasant.
now i'm telling HIM, yes you. YOU better jolly well know your post and do what you are supposed to do, you jolly well dont poke your nose into others' business
what rights do you have to do that.
you better know your limits.
our patience have one.
so dont test it
coz it gonna hurt.. YOU
so dude, i'm telling you
i'm disgusted at the sight of you bootlicking sebas
i'm pissed when you tries to act the boss cause you aint the boss
i'm telling you now, you better do some self-reflection and change, not for a day but forever, before the rest of us help you to do some reflections
i feel that YOU ARE A JOKE!
do you have what it takes to be the boss?
yes? no?
sadly the answer is NO!
so? my suggestion?
be humble, stay where you are supposed to be
and stop bossing others around, coz you aint the boss
you cant even get the respect of others, and you are thinking of sitting on the boss seat, huh?
use your brains, dude
THINK!
i feel that i should put a stop to this
you are taking it too far
you are pushing your luck
it has been 3 years
and you havent change a single bit
in fact, you gradually became more and more bossy, arrogant
you are nothing but a hypocritical freaker
so yea
one word of advice.
KNOW YOUR LIMITS!
you
are
the
one
some people never learn
so yepps
30th may 2008
10am in the morning, i reached school and we were settling some admin stuff
then at about 10.50 we went to change only to find out that the fall in time was changed to 11.30
then we fall in with hanwen as the contingent commander for the secondary one, yong kang as the contingent commander for secondary two and leh chuan as the contingent commander for the seconday three, which is US! lol we had some rehearsal before we started the real thing.
so the emcee is zixuan, and you can see how nervous he is, LOL
so the parade started
ken sir, the parade commander took over the parade and march in the GOH
inspection of GOH
then fancy drill
then.... throw berets!
leh chuan then gave the command and we marched 14 steps forward, filling in the space
the posts were then announced.
congratz sebastian (: for being the chairman
when all the posts were announced, sebastian asked for permission to march off the parade
bersu....rai! then we marched off.
but one thing to say, if i was standing at the back, i really cant see sebas as the parade commander, LOL
squad leaders took over their squads.
and yea we had a concert at 4.30pm
to 6.30pm
the concert was still okay, except for a few cock ups here and there.
then after the concert was the buffet dinner
followed by a debrief for all ncos by siming sir.
then we went home.
now, i'm thinking. whether we are capable of taking over the unit.
signs of power struggles can be seen.
people rise up to power, and they definitely arent settling for that weeny bit of authority.
they are... going for MORE
they just cant remain modest or humble.
it's like they have to show everyone who's the boss
he isnt the boss but he wants to be.
other people are also starting to get arrogant
i dont know why but yea... things arent turning out the way they are supposed to
i'm afraid i'll have problems working with him
he is like even bossing other squads' squad leaders
he is just sucking up to sebas and hopes sebas will be his back-up
he is an actor
he acts in front of all officers
but i'm telling you, if he dares pushes me too far, it definitely isnt gonna be pleasant.
now i'm telling HIM, yes you. YOU better jolly well know your post and do what you are supposed to do, you jolly well dont poke your nose into others' business
what rights do you have to do that.
you better know your limits.
our patience have one.
so dont test it
coz it gonna hurt.. YOU
so dude, i'm telling you
i'm disgusted at the sight of you bootlicking sebas
i'm pissed when you tries to act the boss cause you aint the boss
i'm telling you now, you better do some self-reflection and change, not for a day but forever, before the rest of us help you to do some reflections
i feel that YOU ARE A JOKE!
do you have what it takes to be the boss?
yes? no?
sadly the answer is NO!
so? my suggestion?
be humble, stay where you are supposed to be
and stop bossing others around, coz you aint the boss
you cant even get the respect of others, and you are thinking of sitting on the boss seat, huh?
use your brains, dude
THINK!
i feel that i should put a stop to this
you are taking it too far
you are pushing your luck
it has been 3 years
and you havent change a single bit
in fact, you gradually became more and more bossy, arrogant
you are nothing but a hypocritical freaker
so yea
one word of advice.
KNOW YOUR LIMITS!
you
are
the
one
some people never learn
Thursday, 29 May 2008
Happy Birthday!
this post is dedicated to Louis sir
H
A
P ......B
P ......I
Y ......R
.........T
.........H
.........D
.........A
.........Y
Louis sir!
H
A
P ......B
P ......I
Y ......R
.........T
.........H
.........D
.........A
.........Y
Louis sir!
Wednesday, 28 May 2008
hopes, no more.
todae's shooting com. sucked. it sucked like bloody hell
i went in.
shot my figure 2 only to find one bullet hole outside the rectangle. the rest of the paper is intact
3 / 40
cant believe it.
shot my nra
pulled me up a bit
94 / 160
nevertheless, the badge i'm wearing above my left chest pocket is just a proof of how i once performed.
congratz to sebastian and bryan sir for attaining 164 and 162 respectively.
i'm sorry to drag the team
d
o
w
n
i've disgraced chsnpcc. i know a sorry cant mend things.
but, i'm really sorry.
nights.
everything comes crashing down...at the most crucial moment.
i went in.
shot my figure 2 only to find one bullet hole outside the rectangle. the rest of the paper is intact
3 / 40
cant believe it.
shot my nra
pulled me up a bit
94 / 160
nevertheless, the badge i'm wearing above my left chest pocket is just a proof of how i once performed.
congratz to sebastian and bryan sir for attaining 164 and 162 respectively.
i'm sorry to drag the team
d
o
w
n
i've disgraced chsnpcc. i know a sorry cant mend things.
but, i'm really sorry.
nights.
everything comes crashing down...at the most crucial moment.
Monday, 26 May 2008
home sweet home!
okayy, i'm back from camp yesterday, but i'm too tired to blog yesterday so yea...
let's recap
22th May '08
woke up early in the morning, stuff some things into my camping bag and left
reached school, assembled and took the loooooooooooooooong bus, passing through custom and stopping for a break in malaysia
continued to bus-.- until we reached a hotel for lunch.
i can't believe it's called a hotel. the flush doesnt works and there is a hole below the urinal -.-"
anyway, reached the campsite in the evening.
pitched tent. went for dinner and night walk
night walk was cool, i saw a viper, bird-eating spider (that's what they call it) and best of all...DEERS!
their shiny eyes reflected the light from our torchlight and what can i say, they are just so beautiful (:
hmmm, then we went back to camp.
i talked cock with xavier and sebastian until like 3 plus then slept to 5 plus
23th May '08
went trekking. it's was cool, real cool
climbing up a hill. the sense of achievement is beyond what words can describe. we also went for the canopy walk, something like the treetop walk, just that it is a wooden plank about the width of your monitor LOL which squeals when you step on it. and that edison just have to walk behind me and shake the whole freaking bridge -.-
after trekking... is lunch followed by rapid shooting. got a bath anyway (:
clean up and we pack up the tents and everything and went to the other campsite
reached the other campsite at about 8.45? ate dinner. couldnt really see what we were eating. nvm then we pitched tent at 10, so we were like quite lost, because we really couldn't see
after that, i talked cock again with xavier, sebastian, edmund and bentley about stars and alternate dimensions LOL till about 3 plus again.
24th May '08
woke up at 5 plus, ate breakfast
got ready for cycling.
started off cycling and the downslopes were cool, but the upslopes just suck
then i learnt freehand and i opened the bottle of water, drank and cycled at the same time (: pretty cool.
finished the 52km with some stop and a lunch break in between.
went to the hotel where we had dinner. shan't elaborate.
slept.
25th May '08
woke up at 12 plus. reached the train station at 12.30
slept until the train came which is about 3.30am
boarded the train. slept
reached woodlands checkpoint and dismissed!
home sweet home!
now let's talk about today. 26th May
went for bowling compeition at orchid country club.
it's real big. 36 lanes. and the lane is super slippery and i had some difficulties
nevertheless, i bowled 109 for both games, our team bowled a total of 637 for two games
the sirs' team, sec 4 team is just super zai, wei rong sir bowled an average of 130++
jun wei sir bowled 132 average, yibin sir bowled 110++ and their total is 771 for two games.
so yea.. the sec 4 team stand a high chance.
after bowling comp, went to j8, da-pou char kway teow and went to school to eat.
had shooting training. after that, attended normal training.
dine with friends at market and mrt-ed home. so yea, here i am
home sweet home!
it's never easy to let go.... but we have to.
let's recap
22th May '08
woke up early in the morning, stuff some things into my camping bag and left
reached school, assembled and took the loooooooooooooooong bus, passing through custom and stopping for a break in malaysia
continued to bus-.- until we reached a hotel for lunch.
i can't believe it's called a hotel. the flush doesnt works and there is a hole below the urinal -.-"
anyway, reached the campsite in the evening.
pitched tent. went for dinner and night walk
night walk was cool, i saw a viper, bird-eating spider (that's what they call it) and best of all...DEERS!
their shiny eyes reflected the light from our torchlight and what can i say, they are just so beautiful (:
hmmm, then we went back to camp.
i talked cock with xavier and sebastian until like 3 plus then slept to 5 plus
23th May '08
went trekking. it's was cool, real cool
climbing up a hill. the sense of achievement is beyond what words can describe. we also went for the canopy walk, something like the treetop walk, just that it is a wooden plank about the width of your monitor LOL which squeals when you step on it. and that edison just have to walk behind me and shake the whole freaking bridge -.-
after trekking... is lunch followed by rapid shooting. got a bath anyway (:
clean up and we pack up the tents and everything and went to the other campsite
reached the other campsite at about 8.45? ate dinner. couldnt really see what we were eating. nvm then we pitched tent at 10, so we were like quite lost, because we really couldn't see
after that, i talked cock again with xavier, sebastian, edmund and bentley about stars and alternate dimensions LOL till about 3 plus again.
24th May '08
woke up at 5 plus, ate breakfast
got ready for cycling.
started off cycling and the downslopes were cool, but the upslopes just suck
then i learnt freehand and i opened the bottle of water, drank and cycled at the same time (: pretty cool.
finished the 52km with some stop and a lunch break in between.
went to the hotel where we had dinner. shan't elaborate.
slept.
25th May '08
woke up at 12 plus. reached the train station at 12.30
slept until the train came which is about 3.30am
boarded the train. slept
reached woodlands checkpoint and dismissed!
home sweet home!
now let's talk about today. 26th May
went for bowling compeition at orchid country club.
it's real big. 36 lanes. and the lane is super slippery and i had some difficulties
nevertheless, i bowled 109 for both games, our team bowled a total of 637 for two games
the sirs' team, sec 4 team is just super zai, wei rong sir bowled an average of 130++
jun wei sir bowled 132 average, yibin sir bowled 110++ and their total is 771 for two games.
so yea.. the sec 4 team stand a high chance.
after bowling comp, went to j8, da-pou char kway teow and went to school to eat.
had shooting training. after that, attended normal training.
dine with friends at market and mrt-ed home. so yea, here i am
home sweet home!
it's never easy to let go.... but we have to.
Sunday, 18 May 2008
lost...
boo!
i'm blogging again =D
sigh~ recently, i don't know why, i just cant seem to concentrate and do my homework, neither can i focus on something
i've lost my motivation, my drive
i told myself not to get affected, but eventually, i got.
i don't know what is happening to me
becoming restless these few days
losing my temper easily
ah wells, i'll just have to find my motivation.
it's early, i need to sleep *yawns*
bye
you'll never know, unless you try
i'm blogging again =D
sigh~ recently, i don't know why, i just cant seem to concentrate and do my homework, neither can i focus on something
i've lost my motivation, my drive
i told myself not to get affected, but eventually, i got.
i don't know what is happening to me
becoming restless these few days
losing my temper easily
ah wells, i'll just have to find my motivation.
it's early, i need to sleep *yawns*
bye
you'll never know, unless you try
Wednesday, 14 May 2008
depressed...):
sigh~, haven been bloggin recently. why? coz of my results.....
make me so sad. ahhhhhhhhh, make me damn sad. but what can i do now
looks like i gotta mug in term 3.
let me see, it's gonna be a busy week and so is next week.
this week is thee start of pnco (:
next thurs is our secondary 3 camp. 22 -25 may
then 26th may is my bowling competition
followed by shooting competition on 27th may.
busy right?
ahahahaha, hope i'll do well in the two competitions =D wish me luck
and yesterday, i mean monday, we had this life skill thingy
learnt about my personality
my personality is 'S'
meaning i am
- stable, steady
- shy
- sympathetic
- reliable
- loyal
- good listener
- patient
- friendly
lol. shy? sympathetic? patient? i doubt so....
okay maybe a bit patient...
18 more hours before i finish downloading nba live XD
okayyy, gotta go. it's so early!
people, remember. sleep early... like me! 1am so early (:
kk, really gotta go
*yawns*
the early bird catches the worm.....
but the second mouse gets the cheese.
make me so sad. ahhhhhhhhh, make me damn sad. but what can i do now
looks like i gotta mug in term 3.
let me see, it's gonna be a busy week and so is next week.
this week is thee start of pnco (:
next thurs is our secondary 3 camp. 22 -25 may
then 26th may is my bowling competition
followed by shooting competition on 27th may.
busy right?
ahahahaha, hope i'll do well in the two competitions =D wish me luck
and yesterday, i mean monday, we had this life skill thingy
learnt about my personality
my personality is 'S'
meaning i am
- stable, steady
- shy
- sympathetic
- reliable
- loyal
- good listener
- patient
- friendly
lol. shy? sympathetic? patient? i doubt so....
okay maybe a bit patient...
18 more hours before i finish downloading nba live XD
okayyy, gotta go. it's so early!
people, remember. sleep early... like me! 1am so early (:
kk, really gotta go
*yawns*
the early bird catches the worm.....
but the second mouse gets the cheese.
Wednesday, 7 May 2008
bored...
it's has been some time since i blogged. well, i aint in the mood to blog.
okay. let me see. todae is NPCC day, so we had a parade but it was raining so yea... had a parade at the gallery. and i was assigned the photographer....-.-"
okie, so yea snap a few shots then had unit group pic
wore full u for the whole day
script check. dont talk about it.
after sch was land division trip. it was fun. haha. posting some pics
haha. me. liang wei acting weird and sebas dunno doing what lol.
poser hanwen...
lol. hanwen kena kajiao by liang wei. haha
okayy, i'm tired now.
cya
letting go is always so painful....
Sunday, 4 May 2008
free!!!
ahaha, my second day of my carefree life (: played fifa '08, lol
i find that game so addicting now =D, then played a few rounds of dota and went for lesson at 1 till 3.
came back fifa-ed then yea... basically, i slacked the whole day (:
watching the last samurai. okayyy, i'm going to watch after blogging.
bye all.
i took that step that made me what i am today, but i have no regrets...
i find that game so addicting now =D, then played a few rounds of dota and went for lesson at 1 till 3.
came back fifa-ed then yea... basically, i slacked the whole day (:
watching the last samurai. okayyy, i'm going to watch after blogging.
bye all.
i took that step that made me what i am today, but i have no regrets...
singapore flyer!
ah, todae. hmmm.... or rather yesterday -.- i woke up quite late. haha, then was actually feeling quite lost. didnt know what to do. so i just played a few games, then in the evening, yea... went to the singapore flyer woots (:
the scenery at the top is like uber nice (: wont be posting pics though. mine are blurry.
well, it was a nice experience. the 30 minutes seemed so short T_T
happy times always pass so fast.
yea after that, we home-ed.
if you guys have the chance, GO!!! it is like so nice (:
let bygones be bygones
the scenery at the top is like uber nice (: wont be posting pics though. mine are blurry.
well, it was a nice experience. the 30 minutes seemed so short T_T
happy times always pass so fast.
yea after that, we home-ed.
if you guys have the chance, GO!!! it is like so nice (:
let bygones be bygones
Saturday, 3 May 2008
mixed feelings
Sometimes when I smile and say I'm fine, all I want is someone to look me in the eyes and say "Tell the truth..." - gerald
that statement is one of the few that can leave an impact on me. it happens to me all the time, but no one seems to notice it. maybe...i'm just nobody.
that statement is one of the few that can leave an impact on me. it happens to me all the time, but no one seems to notice it. maybe...i'm just nobody.
Friday, 2 May 2008
OVER!!! it's OVER!!
HAHAHAHAHAHA, mid-years are over!!! woots, finally a training (:
but our squad drills is like.....nvm. all of us have 'deproved' and yea... seriously, all of us are disappointed.
but let's talk about happy things....
NPCC DAY on WEDNESDAY! woots ahaha. i'm the state flag raiser. ahaha, haven raise a flag for like 3 years LOL. yes, i was a prefect and i raise the state flag in pri sch lol.
cant wait to wear full u for the whole day... so COOL
and yea.. then juz now emo talk a bit, lol, didnt know ken sir can crap so well XDD.
and yea... leave you guy a quote from bryan sir "the uniform reflects the effort you put in. treasure it." cool rite aahaha
okayyy will blog more when i have the mood (: now for today's crappy theory...
not all will get the chance, grab the opportunity and never regret...
but our squad drills is like.....nvm. all of us have 'deproved' and yea... seriously, all of us are disappointed.
but let's talk about happy things....
NPCC DAY on WEDNESDAY! woots ahaha. i'm the state flag raiser. ahaha, haven raise a flag for like 3 years LOL. yes, i was a prefect and i raise the state flag in pri sch lol.
cant wait to wear full u for the whole day... so COOL
and yea.. then juz now emo talk a bit, lol, didnt know ken sir can crap so well XDD.
and yea... leave you guy a quote from bryan sir "the uniform reflects the effort you put in. treasure it." cool rite aahaha
okayyy will blog more when i have the mood (: now for today's crappy theory...
not all will get the chance, grab the opportunity and never regret...
Thursday, 1 May 2008
more npap pics....
lol, i said i would post more npap pics if i have, and now i do -.-" okays, here are the pics
ceremonial flag party during pledge taking
Jolene ma'am and me ( i know i look gloomy -.- dont ask me why )
lol, a photo mosaic i made using npap pics (:
that's all for pics.
about exams...hmm....
a maths paper is like crap to me. i dont know why i kena mental block. diao.
to some, it's easy but to others, it's hard. got extreme.....
two more papers to go on friday. then it's time to relax.....yea right. many things to plan
looking forward to many many many things. shant list them out. if i do so, u guys will have to read for another two hours. nah... that's too short =p
IRONMAN! todae. it's todae! okie... it's yesterday. 30 mins ago. my bro went to catch it and he say so damn nice. and he told me the storyline.....SPOILER! nvm, the info went out of the other ear =D
ehh back to studiesssssssss. friday, bio paper 2 hrs. e maths paper 2.5 hrs. oooooooo crap. sitting in the exam hall for 4.5 hrs knowing u are gonna get stunned by the paper in front of u. that's a bad feeling. very badddddd. nvm. to see the rainbow, u must first put up with the rain! haha.
kayyys. i'm going now, for real.
lemme cook up a crappy theory........
if you've never tasted failure, you've never tasted success.
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