a hard time

sigh~ these few posts, i having been sighing~ haiz.... exams totally sux, but no choice. and todae, my chem is so damn screwed, history still okie, except for essay which was like, i dunno what to write? just feel so sian now. but still hv to study. my crap theory: the root of education is bitter but the fruit is sweet!. looking forward to end of exams and watching..... IRONMAN!!! it looks so cool luh. tsktsk. going with squadmates, haha then go play bowling to practise a bit. got bowling com organised by hci npcc!! lol, nvr bowl for like 1 yr?

okays... i go and study my geo, dun wanna screw up any more papers. i screwed 6 subjects so far... and i sat for 6 subjects.... that only means... I SCREW UP EVERYTHING. not really lar. lol chinese was okie. ha. okie, gtg now!

byebye!

you have to put up with the rain before you can see the rainbow

npap pics

lol, i have been waiting for these pics for like suuuuuuuuuuuupeeeeeeeeeeeeer looooooooooooooong and yea, here there are. but there are only four of them -.-"

Ceremonial Flag Party!
Flag escorts!
Group picture
Inspection

that's all. will post more if i have. IF i have -.-"

back to studying chem, studying structures OF bonding......

haha.

Very very screwed

haiz, had my physics and social studies paper todae. yesterday was english.

english was okie... i said okie -.-"

social studies was a total screw up, write wrong format ......

physics............................. FREAK! teacher nvr teach a lot of things and THEY ALL CAME OUT! damn it la! my MYEs is screwed for these 2 papers. sigh~

tmr is higher chinese, it shld be okie (:

Edit: i forgot to mention that it was freezing cold in the hall... even with my brother's jacket on which was very very very THICK. moreover, it rained todae and my legs and shoes were drenched when i entered the hall. Brr.... tio brain freeze, cant do physics paper well. nah.. that's just an excuse XDD. let's hope it doesnt rain again tmr....

anyway, my sir sent me this pic, LOL

when «30thβάŦçĦ> is secondary 1. haha

and yes, i will change my blog skin, i know many of you are complaining of the colour, but i can only do so after MYEs, so yea, sry ):

have to go back to studying the format for chinese letter writing.

hope everything goes well (:

looking forward to secondary 3 camp. woots. trekking and rafting in m'sia. cool, huh XD

that's all for now... till i blog again. ciao

i cant forget the past. i cant forget you.

E-learning

boo! todae is e-learning day, so pretty much slacking and rotting at home. (: tmr is also e-learning. ahaha. but cant slack too much. why? WEDNESDAY IS THE START OF MY FREAKIN' MID-YEARS AND I HAVEN REVISE AT ALL!!!!! okies... let's not spoil our mood. no, wait. when was i ever happy. ahaha. anyway, this afternoon, my frens went bowling! so gd... and my bro have a bowling competition at OCC todae too. haiz, i'm stuck at home for the whole day. ah wells, time to study a bit. after all, it's mid years, let's get gd results and PLAY with NO WORRIES (:

I STUDY HARD. I PLAY HARDER



if only, someone understands me....

videos

haha, found some videos on youtube. thought i would share with u guys
ENJOY!!!

PART I


PART II

mugging mode

todae, was another boring day. went back to sch in the morning till afternoon and went to eat lunch with frens before going to the bishan library. SO MANY PEOPLE at bishan library!! changed venue for studying and made our way went to amk library, which was quite crowded. so in the end, went to xavier's house and studied chem and physics. ahhh kope some godly notes from sq and lc muahahaha... lols... then at about 7.30, made our way home, ate dinner, and here i am, blogging. ha. gotta go back to my books. my terrifying chemistry textbook. how i hate studies, i mean, who don't?

kaes, that's all for now.

byes

byes

byes

k. i'm stressed out -.-"

byes

byes

byes

byes

byes

revenge! lols

ahh! today was so fun.....after sch (obviously)
in the afternoon, hanwen received a message from a stranger that says " i'm a guy but interested in MAN N i love u" lols. our whole squad saw the message and decided to get back at him. so all of us about 20 or so, type messages like, " i'm a guy and i WANT U" lols and at the count of three, all of us clicked send! ha. i bet he must be traumatised now (: serve u rights haha.

after that, we went to j8 and dine at macs. lols, zi xuan like first time eating macs, dunno hw order -.-" we ate and crap a lot before making our way home.
gotta go now, tmr have lessons and meeting at with squad at library for revision (: byes

homework, homework and more homework

i just don't understand why must students be given so much homework?
sigh~
i have a lot of homework left but i'm not gonna care about it anymore, needa catch up on my sleep.
byes.

i'm exhausted

exams are so near...

with exams round the corner, i think i will be unable to blog for the next two weeks maybe? sigh~
bye all~
back to studying....


life is never fair

exams....

exams are coming. ahhhhhhhhh, but who cares (:
i haven study for it so i'm kinda of screwed. sigh~
anyway, had lunch with sir and the ccc team at cafe cartel. wakakakas
crap loads there while eating. and..... there was a free flow of bread! wahahas Si Hua, Jia You!


bye for now, gotta get stuff done

i'm missing npap.
life without npap will nvr be the same...
however, life will still hv to carry on...

somebody help me

someone help me...
it's 1a.m in the morning and i have homework undone
i've lost the motivation i once have....


this is nothing but a mere silent cry for help.....

so down

i dunno why but i am feeling so upset. it's like now i have no mood to study at all! when examinations are 1 wk away! i need to find my motivation back, FAST! npap is over and is affecting me greatly. sigh~ will have to wait till next year before i can go and watch ): anyways, i have to study now,

bye bye!!!










i'm feeling so down







nothing's gonna help me

it's over. just like this

wahhh crap, first post got deleted. dunno why ): have to start crapping again. nvm. let me update u guys on the npap '08.

12th april '08

woke up at abt 9.30. polished boots, and went to sch. reached sch at abt 11.30. met up with frens

 and changed before falling in at the general office. then we bused to hta.

on the journey to hta, it was raining like crap. i'm so scared that it will rain during the actual

 parade. sigh~ anyway, slept thru out the rest of the journey. reached hta and put our bags in

 lecture theatre before ma'am called bryan, gideon and me to change venue to put our bags.

 placed bag in GOH flag party and went for training. i was too nervous and couldn't even flick up

 the rifle properly. we went for a break at 3.30 and after that, changed into our first u. jolene

 ma'am then passed bryan, gideon and me a letter each. thx ma'am (: at ard 6, it was the

 ACTUAL parade. we prepared ourselves and entered the parade. basically stoned there for a

 very long time before we march past. we marched past and a surge of sadness overwhelmed

 me. i just couldn't believe it's over. just like this. anyway, the GOH boys went to tau-pok farith

 sir, the birthday boy!!!

after that, the atmosphere was so emo, at least, that is what i felt. took some pics before we left

 hta. before we left, i looked back at hta, it looked so lonely and i can still imagine an hour ago, it

 was lively with everyone marching with pride on the unity square. but now. it's over.

the band marching in...

marching in....

ceremonial flags. the flag escort in the middle is me!! (:

ceremonial flags...

the parade formed up

march past.....

picture with squadmates and TO