smile. not.

i can't smile now.

i can't smile tomorrow.

i can't smile next week.

i won't be smiling for the next two years.

at least not to most people.

if you catch me smiling, count yourself lucky.

haha.

hahaha. very fun leh.

to think you are an educated person.

and yet through out your entire learning journey, you obviously either didn't learn "reading people's expressions" or didn't understand "stop it, please."

education has failed you.

把自己的快乐建立在别人的痛苦上。

听起来，你有可能认为是我反应太大。

但你自己想想看。你是不是太过分了。

我说得很白了。“不要再丢了” 听不懂是吗？还是我说话时还笑着，你就认为没事。

要我非喊不可是吗？我的忍耐度是有限的。

说我不生气，是假的。

我真的很不想发脾气，是你们自己太不自动。

我现在也不想骂人。

sad

if you're my friend and you're happy right now, don't continue reading.

i'm sad. i don't know why. but i just am.

i don't remember how to smile now.

i don't remember how to laugh now.

i'm just like...overwhelmed with sadness right now.

ciao.