what to say?

i'm utterly digusted by some people
yes, i am talking about you
i wonder if they ever did self reflection
despite asking people to do so
they are just a bunch of attention seekers
trying to be in the limelight
backstabbers. traitors.
what else can i say?
the world revolves around them.
the rest of us? do we even have a right to speak up?
NO
all those big talks about how posts were superficial
are a whole load of bullshit
if they cant even practise what they preach
then what's the point?
all that acting
would just break up our squad
oh wait, since when were we a squad
i thought we were merely a group of individuals.
one compliment and their heads
SWELL
i am not planning to patch up this broken relationship.
it's just so not worth it
some people say
i'll change, i'll change
but now?
oh cool, he is back to his normal self
does he realise it? NO
does he knows how others feel? NO
does he even give a damn to ask for forgiveness from others? NO
he would just stay by his master's side and follow wherever his master goes
he doesnt even care, so why should i?
i have tried many times, oh wait, WE tried many times to resolve this
but it is always back to square one.
yes, WE, me and a few others.
his ego is so big
the next thing you see in outer space besides the great wall of china
is his ego.
he can never swallow his pride
tilt his head down
SINCERELY say sorry and mean what he says
today he says it, tomorrow he forgets
so what's the point?

i'm washing my hands of such matters
just because they are BIG and all
I have to be the ONE who takes the FIRST STEP
and say sorry
after that, they would just feel that they are always right
and hey you, say sorry to me. you're in the wrong
this friendship is so not worth it.
why should i take the initiative
dumb asses
arrogant people.