memories

it's so sad... times really flies.

i've just read some of my friends' blogs.

posts they made in secondary one and two

how i wish i could revisit those days, laughter and fun

sigh...

and now sec 4

O lvl

homework, stress

good thing we are stepping down from cca.

but still there is still one problem, and i've been thinking a lot about it.

a lot since last year.

i find that my friendship is a little strained, probably much worse, i not know.

but i can sense that. the tone, the way they react.

i can tell they just want to shrug me off.

i'm worried, i'm sad 

i hope my doubts are due to over-suspicion. that's it

but i guess things arent that simple. they have never been.

so i will just have to wait.

time will tell everything.

those friends i could talk to at night, sharing secrets, and sharing our views on life

i find them avoiding me now.

i am still finding where the problem lies.

i know it's me but where and what

if only time could heal all wounds.

i wouldnt want to graduate without having friends.

honestly, i'm scared.

my secondary school life started well but took a drastic turn in sec 3.

please... if you know where my problem is, tell me.

i dont wanna lose any friends, or worse, make any enemies.

you may think it's a small matter,

but it has been bothering me greatly

i cant concentrate on anything.

i just feel so .... okay i cant describe that feeling but i hope you know.

it seriously has been bothering me, i mean it.