npap 2009

npap 2009 was held yesterday, at the hta.

this year was the 50th anniversary so some things were changed.

went with jackson, joe and met up with other people. 

after that the 3 of us ( j,j,rj ) we went to walk about and jackson knows damn lot of people sia...

saw farith sir, ming jun sir, kee kwoon sir, syahmi sir and a lot more.

this year the marching in of support contingents is so much cooler.

the CCs march out first then the support cont march from the side split and form up.

but then this year, they invited A LOT of vips..... so in the end, only the vips, officers and the participants in first uniform are allowed to go in. so i cant go in T_T

heck. yea so we had dinner, played a damn lame game, then the loser have to suck the jelly and eat it in 5 secs..... 

after which, we waited for the goh boys to be dismisesd then we took the npap bus back to cat high.

then had a little snack with jackson and joe then went home.

not a lot of pics this year... how sad.

memories

it's so sad... times really flies.

i've just read some of my friends' blogs.

posts they made in secondary one and two

how i wish i could revisit those days, laughter and fun

sigh...

and now sec 4

O lvl

homework, stress

good thing we are stepping down from cca.

but still there is still one problem, and i've been thinking a lot about it.

a lot since last year.

i find that my friendship is a little strained, probably much worse, i not know.

but i can sense that. the tone, the way they react.

i can tell they just want to shrug me off.

i'm worried, i'm sad 

i hope my doubts are due to over-suspicion. that's it

but i guess things arent that simple. they have never been.

so i will just have to wait.

time will tell everything.

those friends i could talk to at night, sharing secrets, and sharing our views on life

i find them avoiding me now.

i am still finding where the problem lies.

i know it's me but where and what

if only time could heal all wounds.

i wouldnt want to graduate without having friends.

honestly, i'm scared.

my secondary school life started well but took a drastic turn in sec 3.

please... if you know where my problem is, tell me.

i dont wanna lose any friends, or worse, make any enemies.

you may think it's a small matter,

but it has been bothering me greatly

i cant concentrate on anything.

i just feel so .... okay i cant describe that feeling but i hope you know.

it seriously has been bothering me, i mean it.

乒乓圆

haha... this show is awesome.

when i reach home, it was 9pm on my clock.

i threw down my bag and on the TV.

then my tv screwed up....

couldn't switch it on, on off on off on off then finally got it to work

watch until 2nd commercial break then screwed again.

luckily i got it to work and didnt miss out much.

ha. read the i周刊 until the 18th episode. woots so many exciting things yet to unfold.

Ma Li'an and Akira-san is joining the New Century Club. lol i will stop here

dont wanna be a spoiler =)

oh and today napfa.

didnt really expect my results but i was a wee bit pissed at that mere 7cm.

but ah wells, i am satisfied =D

okay now off to do my english proposal then LALALAND! 

omg. i gonna miss my 12.00 flight to lalaland!!!

okay, i am off.

bowling fever

friday, good friday, yesterday.

yupps. it was kinda good. haha as the name suggests.

in the morning reached farrer park mrt at 9 plus while my bro went to the civil service club to bowl first.

saw xavier there reading his thick book. then he told me his mum is the assistant manager of the civil service club. OMG

lol zx came shortly after, followed by chek wei, the trios - jackson, yong kang and sebas and lc and lastly edison.

so we made our way to the bowling centre. 10a.m.

w.t.h.

waited one hour lol.

planetbowl is so cool i just love that place, so cosy and the rates are cheap.

tried out my bro's bowling ball, the pin navy and a high - performance ball, the hammer black widow bite bpr. but the particle ball wasn't that good for the dry planet bowl lane....

the thumbhole and fingerholes did fit my hand nicely. cool.

so yea. it was definitely DIFFERENT from house ball. the feeling was just..... WOOTS

first game i was still learning from him, and i got err... 116....

second game i was still learning and i won him though... 134

he kept fencing in the second game and missing spares.... so yea.

3rd and 4th game? it sucks. i just didnt have the skill and stamina.

i have to improve on my follow through, back swing, approach and release.

occ lanes are gonna be medium-heavy oily. guess the ebonite black widow bite bpr will do the job.

so today....nothing much. stoned a lot, procastinated a lot.

very disappointed. i am wasting so much time.

oh and my bro went bowling today again and is going tmr again.

for trainings, his competition is coming up.. ah wells. good luck! he scored a 188 today. haha quick nice.

seriously i want a bowling ball, brunswick sidewinder or rattler. sidewinder is a particle ball and particle balls die fast... i cant get a ball with a high hook potential if my follow through isn't good yet... well, such stuff takes time.

my bro's pin navy is fine. ^^

okay tmr have to wake up early to go the temple and pray. then i have lessons before coming home to do hmwk. 

overall performance today. 1 on a scale of 1 to 10.

did nothing much

nights.